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I am "The Full Monty"- Vibrant, Educated, Articulate, Twisted. Absinthe Drinker, Diverse and Sensual,. World Travel Freak, Guiness Beer Drinker, Simplistic and Flirt! Lover of Life, Trying To Keep The Flow, On a Journey unknown. Won’t you Join Me?

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Monday, February 01, 2010

I once again came so close to just deleting this site. When in angst or turmoil it at times seems to be the best thing to do. And then I receive an email that changes my mind- or if anything gives me reason to keep it up for just a little longer.
I think I am at a point in my life where my thoughts should perhaps be just that.."mine" and then I have that hannibal lector type of conversation in my head..you know the one...

Me- I think it's time for me to close the site
Hannibal Lectress- why? it seems tasty
Me- I am just tired of so much
Hannibal Lectress- tired of what? maybe you should eat something
Me- I am not hungry! I am just frustrated with my life- with circumstances.
Hannibal Lectress- Maybe you should grab a burger and think on it some more.
Me-I am sick and tired of always being there and doing for others. I am sick and tired of just the game that I have to be involved with in order to be happy. I am just fucking sick and tired.
Hannibal Lectress- so- you want to shut the site down because your tired of the game? What's the game?
Me- I don't know what the game "is" but I know i am a part of it and I am tired of it.....
Hannibal Lectress- Oh ok........well now that you got that off your chest, feel better?
Me- No.... I'm hungry. I have eaten since yesterday afternoon.
Hannibal Lectress- Ahhhhh... might I tempt you into eating a hot dog or something? grilled cheese? peanut butter and jelly perhaps?
Me- No. I am going to take a shower and call it an early evening.
Hannibal Lectress- *sighs* and it puts the lotion in the basket.

Hello, Good bye...Good bye...