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I am "The Full Monty"- Vibrant, Educated, Articulate, Twisted. Absinthe Drinker, Diverse and Sensual,. World Travel Freak, Guiness Beer Drinker, Simplistic and Flirt! Lover of Life, Trying To Keep The Flow, On a Journey unknown. Won’t you Join Me?

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Friday, January 08, 2010

After I went to the gym this morning, I decided to do a little stop and pause just to get some thoughts together or better yet to take a mental break. I was and have been searching on the internet about things that I have been feeling..... I am a walking bag of Adjectives... I feel blue, happy, sad, joyful......sexy, alluring, kinky and shy....A friend of mine who is a nurse told me it was basically my hormones changing..... "What do you mean changing?" I asked her.. I honestly didn't know. She proceeded to ask me some questions, and then got even more personal than I would have liked....

"Are you sexual?" "No" I responded...."But I wish I were, I am dying." and with that she laughed.. "yeah, it's your hormones, nothing major.... what are you doing for relief?" "Nothing out of the norm." "I read, I get out and walk the mall or around the block, I work out, I stitch, I write, you know..the norm..." and she began to laugh again. By this point i got tired of her laughing at me and asked her what was so funny.

"Nothing! I'm sorry....but it's your hormones. Your entering the zone of female hotness. You need a man!" and I cringed...I don't know why I cringed. I just know I did.....I don't know what the hell I need right now. I know what I would like, and I know what I want, and yet there is that big cloud that hangs over my head with the thought, that what I like, want, may never happen so perhaps I should just take what I can and run with it........

And then that cloud busted like an Alley McBeal moment. I instead ordered sexual aids for a mature woman. How's that for randomness. *EDIT: I chickened out and canceled the order.i know, I suck as a fearless leader.*