One of the many posts that I have found hard to do is probably this one....Letting go completely, moving on... That is one thing in life that is hard to do isn't it? We get to places in our selves and in our hearts where we hang onto things, perhaps thinking something or someone will change- and yet- we Hope.......Hope is a good thing, it gives up the capacity to continue believing in something- even when the odds may seem against us...Such is my case.....So is this post- this story.....

I feel- it is time for me to completely let go of someone that I had loved... That I had grown to love and admire...Unfortunately- they did not feel the same.. And through the months I kept hoping that they would........Only it did not and will not turn out that way.... Am I angry? no...I was..I will not sit here and lie.. I went through a very hard period and time in my life where I went through mourning...It was basically a death...and in that process I went through alot of validation, anger, sadness, all the things associated with a very big loss..... And here it is- months later and I need to totally let go- in order for me to be whole.... THIS is where YOU come in......

I have kept something very dear to me...A blog journal of this experience.... No one knew...I created it...and alot is shared in it..Alot of me....alot of him..... I...personally cannot delete it...I still do not have the strength..And yet I do believe that where one person may not have the strength to do something on their own, when another person comes alongside and holds them up they can assist in doing so.... I am calling on one of such grace and strength.....I am asking for one of you to be the one to Delete this blog of my soul....... So- this is how I will do this..... In the comment section of this post- please submit your name..... and I will choose by Friday....The person I will select will have the honor of going into this site- and deleting it......You will be the one to be my strength -where I have none...You will be the one to see my heart, and will be the one to help me move on..Dance on.....

Do you have that strength? That grace......Sign up.....Last day to do this is on tomorrow....

callie