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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 I am sitting in my patients room as I watch her sleep. I have been up throughout the night as I listened to her cough and choke at times on her own saliva. She looks so different than last week. She has yet awaken to allow me to give her a good washing in which afterwards I would make light jokes and tell her that I was going to sprinkle warm snow on her skin so she can feel fresh and clean.....In actuality, it's baby powder.You see one of my patients has full blown alzheimers. I recall telling people that it would scare me to repeat the process of having kids again. That it would take a really good man to make me go back on that quote, and then I became a mother all over again but this time I would be a mother to an 85yr. old whose eyes were just as curious as that of a younger child. She no longer knew her surroundings. She became afraid and would cry if feeling rushed or tugged on. She would look at me and stare and tell me she didnt know how to do things and would ask me to show her...And in the midst of all she would still look at me and say: "Thank you sweetheart" or "I love you." At times she would ask me to hold her hand and when I did she would move it up to her lips and would kiss it........ Today I sit in front of her bed as I watch and listen at her labored breathing. Her skin no longer has that glow- but I am hell bent on having her lay in her bed feeling discomforted. I washed her up....I found the softest cloth that I could find and filled her basin with warm soapy baby bath water...I lifted her tiny arms and legs as I watched for signs of discomfort or pain....... afterwards I lotioned her thin tissue like skin and sprinkled warm snow on her skin......Perhaps for the last time........ followed by drops of morphine to comfort her through any anxiety. I do not know how I ended up in this profession. I can only say that I thank God for allowing me the opportunity to be a part of someones passing through this life, only to truly live again in the next. I have to be strong for now...No tears- at least for anyone to see right now....I have her husband that needs to be consoled...Saying good bye to his best girl of 64 years is hard.....Being alone for the holidays, without having her smile to grace him- is heart wrenching............ I will keep you all posted. Until then... callie callie rocked you at11:06 AM 1 Comments: 
Sunday, November 22, 2009 I was out to lunch today and it just happened that I looked up from my juicy goodness of a fajita that I noticed 2 men having lunch at another table and- well- the thought that ran into my mind was this...........MEN with BEARDS, look like MEN with va jay jays strapped to their face.you know...vaginas....This one guy had a plush one, and his friend had a straight up Brazilian wax....I kid you not....Think about it if you don't believe me.... ~c callie rocked you at7:36 PM 3 Comments:
Saturday, November 21, 2009 1. You check your online banking only to discover you have money moved around showing more than what you have between accounts, call Customer Service only to be told "Maam, you mistakenly transferred funds from one account to another."2. You put the Peanut butter jar in the microwave thinking it was the cabinet. 3. You fall asleep on the toilet and hit the bathroom floor- which in case explains why your thumb is kinda aching. 4. You sing yourself a bed time song because your wired on Emergencee Powder drinks to keep yourself moving. 5. You go out to lunch with a friend and you start nodding while waiting for the food. And then some. I don't feel tired. Truly. I start my day at 5:30am I have my peeps bathed dressed and fed by 8am, I then do all my daily cleaning, dishes, mopping, clean both bathrooms, start laundry, vacume, I am normally done by 12pm.....I fix lunch at 1......have dinner by 5 or 6....have them in the bed by 9:30 and then I am up till 11 or so......but just because I lay down at 11 or so I am still up throughout the night because I sleep with one eye open to ensure that my lil momma is still breathing. So...no..I dont feel tired. I actually feel rested.....But I guess by these sudden events, I am huh? I am planning my next cruise people! I am stoked. I am thinking of adding an additional itinerary for next year. I have not decided. Did I tell you all that I bought this really cute camera to take on the last cruise my son and I went on and he deleted them to make space for his photos with his homeys....can we say beyond pissed? I think I was more hurt than anything. We went stingray swimming, and everything and he deleted them like he was flushing poo down the toilet. So with that, I am buying me another camera and I bet money that I will be taking it and we gonna have some pictures people!!!! or my name aint Callie yo! You know what- I am sick and tired of CNN......That is what Mr. Man likes to watch all day long. I am like- "Dude, has it occured to you that things have not been changed or updated on CNN for the past 48 hours?" But he states it helps him connect to the world...Ok...if he says so...I only watch it sporadically because I have a thing for Sanjay Gupta.......Geez Louize he is fyne...short but fyne...I had the pleasure of meeting him and taking a business photo with him for an event here in Atlanta last year...he was the speaker of the evening. And wouldn'tyou know it, his wife is simply gorgeous....... I have not seen BRUNO yet, but I have seen the previews and I am dying to watch it....Lets see what else is on my brain? Nothing...time for me to bake one of my special cakes to take to a Thanksgiving luncheon...o me o my! Lurve ya c callie rocked you at11:38 AM 0 Comments:
Thursday, November 19, 2009 I told you all to give me a week right? And check it, I did write you all this blubbering kind of blog and I be damned if blogger did not digest and belch that one. So I am re-writing this but not so much in a sappy way.I got myself a Laptop yo! So now I can keep up with you all and whatever else is happening. besides OPRAH leaving her show. Well I was never an O woman so I wont be missing much....BUT you have to admit, her show was becoming a tad repetitive with OZ going on and Doc Phil....it was boring.... Anywho- I told you all I was working right? Yep. 2 patients in their 80's. Hubby and wife of 64 years people! I am just baffled...At any rate- someone asked me in the grocery store what kind of doctor I was due to my scrubs, I explained I was no doctor but more of a messenger of Hope. I am a nurse assistant and contract myself out to work with patients in Hospice care programs in their homes. So this assignment is 24-7...I am moving in by the end of December. I lurve it, and I am so happy with having lost my job in January- because I do not think I would have gone this route. Also on the Callie blog news nothing much. HA! I am just working and keeping to myself. Christmas is coming yo. I don't think I will be asking Santa for anything this year. UNLESS someone puts on their list for Callie to have a sexy hunk drop into my fireplace. Ya know- he doesnt even have to be sexy per se' just have him be able to take me out to dinner once in a while. Know what I mean? ADDYS.....I still need addresses to send cards. Mine has also changed so hit me via email to get that..... Ed Philly! Where the hell have you been?????? miss your warped blogs man!!!! Holla at me peeps!!!! callie |
